SAAN NAKATAGO SI HAPPINESS?

                          

   
   "Open your door, when happiness knocks on it"


           I was enjoying reading my favorite book then when a common word catches my attention at a sentence of that story. "Happiness," it says.  A question flashes on my mind?
Happiness? Where can we find  happiness? Where did happiness hide? 
 Well, a part of my brain says... " There a happiness in your life my dear if you have everything you want. You have those materials you want.. the latest gadgets, signature clothes, branded bags, expensive perfumes....and everything you need to looked high in this world." 
           Smiles was painted on my lips. " Your right!"i've said...If I can have all those then... i will be the happiest girl ever...I have everything I want..then who cant be happy in that? 
 But then... I heard someone whispered .." Do you think you can be happy with just does thing? those materials" A question have been made again in my mind...
       "Then where can we find happiness? The real happiness?"

       I was thinking hard that time... asking myself? where did happiness hide? Where can i find it?...
    I looked out my window then, with my hands on my jaw...Then I saw those children at the street... playing patintero...tumbang preso and dangan dangan under the bright and sun smilling at those children running here from there as they laugh and giggling and  are very happy with their playmates... I get entertained by them...tiny smiles slowly flashes on my lips. They are so pleasing to watch....They simply laugh even in those simple things they are doing. They are just playing but surely they are very happy.... 

   
          ...Then at that moment a tiny voice whispered at me again.... "That is the true happiness my dear...It doesn't matter if you have everything or you have nothing... You can be happy at your own... Even those simple things can make you happy. The true happiness can be find in you... living inside you...if you can find where happiness hides..then happiness will be with you."

                
                                                                                                                 _HAYDZ_


       

TODAY I LOVE YOU... TOMORROW I'LL LEAVE YOU

         

  

  Being in love is like your floating on the sky. Sleeping at the clouds and dancing with the air as the birds flying high singing around you. Yes indeed, the feeling of being in love is indescribable. When you are with your special someone you sure is very happy. You can forget every single problems you have. That person can take away those nightmares of you. His/her smiles can draw happy lips on your face. Your feeling is that.. it feels you have everything you want in life. Feels like your in a fairy tale... that your reltionship will have a happy ending.

     But then...when time comes that you will be apart... feels like the world is against you.You want to shout from the might of your voice. You want to cry the whole day. You don't want to eat and worst, you want to die... You think that ending your life will ease the pain. You also can do anything you haven't done in your life before just because your totally hurt. Especially when you really give your whole life, time and love to that person.

  It so hard to let go. It so hard to move on. You even curse everything around you. Because you are deeply in love with that someone who hurts you. Who takes your heart but then of a sudden he/she left it behind... Bleeding....

   ..AND the worst is... he/she left you because of someone...someone whom he/she loved even before your are together. You dont ever thought that she/he is completely inlove with someone and not you. That she/he just wanted to be with you because of something he/she wants from you...

Yes... LOVE BUILT S....BUT ALSO DESTROYS...
 



          ....HE/SHE MAYBE INLOVE WITH YOU TODAY..BUT HE/SHE WILL LEAVE YOU TOMORROW...

 

     
 

...The rain drops brings sunrise in our life...

      

"LIFE in not about waiting the storm to pass...it's about learning to          DANCE in the RAIN"

It was almost 1 o'clock in the afternoon when the tiny raindrops kisses the thirsty green grasses on the ground.

Me, sitting near the glass window in our room watched how this raindrops excitedly fall into the wide body of the earth who is waiting to be moist again...to be green..to looked fresh again...

Those drops brings new hope and new life to everyone.... brings new things in our life... They are handkerchiefs in ones life that washes away those scars, those pains, those tears and those aches and start a new in their life...When the rain stops it will also be time for us to start another wonderful journey in our life...where with all our might,, we will avoid having scars, being in pain and shedding those tears again...

Because every time the rain stops... There it is, we can see the smiling face of the sun, whispering to us that " Its time to move on.. Its time to forget those nightmares and just keep in those sweet dreams" telling us that " We should face another day..another step of our life with a light heart...with smiles painted in our lips.. with our head held high..and enjoys TODAY'S journey!.

Lets remember..there are only 2 days in our lives that we can do nothing about. One is Yesterday which is gone.. the other is TOMORROW which is uncertain. We can only live TODAY...so lets work, relax, love, pray and enjoy the Day!!


                                                                                     _HAYDZ_